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[May. 24th, 2008|06:20 pm] |
i didnt go to potsdam actually i left the day after i got there. i went abck to OCC and took sum courses there. Im working at Hallmark now. libby lu was a total screwover. hmm wat else I LOVE TOM FOREVER AND EVER. and i hope to hear from evryone this summer. we should go to sum festivals aroudn syracuse and inner harbor rocks hardcore.. well yeah
skittles for nowz |
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| I Let You into my Mind |
[Aug. 9th, 2007|12:18 am] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
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| | Smack That | ] |
SUMMMER 2007
Is over for me in around 2 and 1/2 weeks. Im heading to the cold cold Potsdam vicinity to further my education as a child education major. I cant wait to start new but im also getting really nervous. I wish this summer didnt have to end, I was just getting used to the feeling of it, which is usually how it is in these situations. There are so many things I wanted to do and people I wanted to see, but the time wasnt enough! I won't be gone forever although so adieu or should I say see ya later.
This journal will probably be updated a lot up at school so keep an eye out
PSS!! I LOVE THOMAS ANDREW BUTLER <333 |
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| Wintersong |
[Feb. 7th, 2007|03:23 pm] |
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| |  creative | ] |
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| | Toms cd | ] |
I didnt abandon my journal or anything. Ive just been really busy. Why didnt someone tell me that the last time I posted was the end of November? The time does pass so fast.
Winter Break was awesome. I cant remember any other time where I've had so much to do and not enough time to do everything I wanted. I meant to visit so many people but ended up staying around here with Tom and some close friends, but even managing that was hard, because evryone wanted my attention at once. I apologize to those I promised to hang out with that I didnt.
School started about 3 weeks ago. My classes are good. I m really liking my computer class and Volleyball is cool. I just wish the snow came earlier. Come on now I had to cancel my audition at Potsdam this past weekend because of the bad weather up there. So pretty much Ive been getting ready to transfer in the Fall and trying to get my G.P.A up to about a 3.30.
Other than that I miss everyone so much and cant wait to be closer to some of you all. Tom and I are just celebrating 4 months together and we couldnt be happier.
Nothnig else is going on really.. brr its cold and THRILLER is on.. lol this brings backs memories. |
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| Wizards in Winter |
[Nov. 25th, 2006|02:43 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | Trans Siberian Orchestra | ] |
I dont even know where to begin. It has been such a long time, and my life is passing quickly before my eyes. Life seems like a rollercoaster, going so fast down that next steep hill. I dont know where the time went, but Im having the time of my life, and I would like to thank a very special person for that.
Tom, I know you probably wont read this, but I would like to thank you for coming into my life, as my friend, and later my boyfriend. I am so glad that you can share lifes joys with me and be there with me all the time. My life has been great since you came into it. There has never been a time where I have been a more happier person. I actually enjoy my life now and can do things I want to do and not be afraid to act my self. You already know how much I care about you but I just wanted to say it again.. I love you with all my heart.<3
So this is part of the reason why I havent had much time to update. Im also getting ready for school next year. Getting essays written and preapring an audition piece. I just cannot seem to find the time to do anything anymore. I am kind of becoming a slacker. To day was my day. to do my thing, and Tom went to paintball. I wish I was there. getting welts and bruises lol but he needs to do his thing and I need to do mine. I did manage to get my essays finished and now I need to work on my MIDI assigmnent. which I havent started yet and is due ina couple weeks. yuck. Other than that Lifes been great!!!! Thanskgiving was a success. Not a lot of family spats this year. Thank You for that. And I am just so thankful for everything god has given me,I am truly lucky to have him.
I almost forgot My birthday was the best ever. I got the most amazing gift ever. As you know Trans Siberian Orchestra was performing at the oncenter this year, and I really really wanted to go . So like I am, I begged and pleaded for the tickets. I didnt have a lot of hope because I knew they were expensive and or sold out. But I did get them and the concert was amazing. Absolutely spectacular. I keep reliving it every day. I have never seen anything like it in my life. The light show was just i cant even pick a word for how good, and they had a fire skit too, which was kind of hot. And our seats werent that bad either. At least I could see everything.
it was the best present anyone could ever give me and I thank evryone involved from keeping the secret to the actual event.
Theres not much else. BLACK FRIDAY sucked. I worked an 8 hour shift at club libby lu and it was along long day. I thoguht it would never end. At least we werent booked with parties. Today might be even worse.
Well im going to get to that shtuff I have to do..
~skittles~ |
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| Youre A Star!!! |
[Sep. 30th, 2006|07:51 pm] |
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| | The Kilelrs | ] |
I jsut realized that I havent updated in awhile. Probably because nothing really important is going on.. The past couple weeks have gone by really fast. I ve been spending most of my time with Kyle and Tom. This week Tom came over 4 days in a row.. thats a lil too much of one person u think... .haha and I havent seen Lauren in forever.. god i miss her so much.. I work too much and when i dont work I spend my time doing homewrok and chillin with my guys.. i need to get my girlz together sumtime soon. Im really wishing I was having a Halloween party this year but I just dont have the time for that stuuf plus all the planning that goes with it or the money for supplies and food.. lol well so I also realized I give a lot but never get anything returned. I dont know why people feel the need to abuse me and take me for granted. oh one big announcement AWESOME JOB ORANGEMEN 3 IN A ROW!! K so I just dont know what I should do I wouldnt be the same person If i stopped being there for people and dont get me wrong I love helping people with thier problems and having heart to hearts but sumtimes I have things I need to sort out nad noone listens.. oh well im done fro now if I have more to say Ill prolly tell my diary or write a poem...
~SKITTLES~ |
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| Mr. Brightside... |
[Sep. 8th, 2006|10:44 pm] |
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| | crazy | ] |
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| | The Killers | ] |
The new School year has finally begun... i hate my schedule i dont get long breaks anymore and im not with the same people in my classes.. oh well nu yr nu ppl i guess. ill meet the other half of the music department. So lets see Tuesday after school I chilled with Kyle and his friend Tom. I read 3/4 of the Black Dahlia .. its really good, and im surprised i read thorugh Lords of Dogtown.. anywho thats about it been swamped with homework and work.. this week. Oh before i forget Doug came to visit today at school. unexpected but really sweet i guess.. thats all ..
Ill promise to have a better life next week.
This is a really short entry.. not cool.. So il fil inthe space.. I downloaded a new music progrma to get cd's and shit.. I got The Killers, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Evanescence,Rihanna, and Audioslave.. I never really liked the Killers but they are pretty okay.. and of course im still addicted to Action Reaction hah.. well ok story of the day.. I adopted 3 sisters at my work.. so exciting this is why I love my job..
thats all
im out
SKITTLES |
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| This world will never be .. |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|12:16 am] |
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| |  curious | ] |
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| | 3 Days Grace: One X | ] |
what i expected.And if i dont belong who would've guessed it. i will not leave alone everything i won to make u feel its not too late its never too late.
So i dont know whats going on here. I am confused and worn out. Tired of second chances and excuses past due. People say I should give up on things in the past, but to me I cannot leave the woven path.
Besides that school starts tommorow. Im excited to get back into the swing of things.. Seeing everybody again.. yaya but im not looking forward to buying books that cannot be returned .. stupid shit..
"Im standing here alone.Learning how to live life on my own. Am I too much. Forget about the past ill never know. Forget about the one I left at home."
So I lied there are two pretty good songs on the new 3 Days Grace cd.. maybe a couple more. Ill prolly grow into them all pretty soon. Pretty much give evrything a chance.
Rambling about random nonsensical ideas in my brain means i should prolly get sum sleep and nurse this pounding migraine of mine..
~skittles~ |
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| Rain storms fall down |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|12:26 am] |
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| | crazy | ] |
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| | Action Reaction | ] |
As we wait for the sunrise.. And we are born together.. we are born..
kk random lyrics from songs rock.. I jus recently found this awesome badn called Action Reaction.. on the most additing web site aka myspace.. u should all check them out for serious.. on to other stuff .I woke up round 12 this afternoon cause of staying up al llast night watching Threes a Company.. yeah haha so I went down to school to see where my classes moved to and foudn out that music theory and all them goods are near the bookstore.. wierd cuz i miss the Whitney Building tear. neway then my sister wanted to get her hair all jazzed for school so we wen tto gentrys and i out of curiousity asked how much it would be to fix my hair and she said around 89 bux .. yeah i dunno ill be saving up i guess .. so if u think it looks bad keep it to urself im not a rich bitch.. any way so went home for a bit then out to dinner with my dad and sisters at spaghetti warehouse.. thier water is really bad hmmm umm but the food is gr8. and that brownie surprise wow.. yum kk well thats it came home and now jus chillin and listening to Action Reaction and stupidly trying to burn songs onto already filled cd's duhhh... kkk im outsies
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| Move out of the way!!! |
[Aug. 26th, 2006|03:54 pm] |
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As planned i went to the fair thursday but some shit went down as well. First of though I would like to thank Billy Ray for coming out and giving us a free show. Even though i didnt know that many of his songs and am not much of a country fan. i got well used to it. The seating arrangements were crap and when a crowd of thirty people decides to stand in the aisle.. the officer guy came around our aisle at least 10 times to tell people to move out of the way. and i bitched out sum people too.. anyways all in all great music good times but he should of gotten a better review in the paper then one little paragraph. And to all of those who missed out. Im sorry.
Back to the beginning. Carly and I went to the midway first. She got jipped around 7 bux and i won a sparkly frog on my first try at the waterworks game.. i was wicked pumped!!
Of course i went in all the interesting buildings and then met up with Matt and his friend Erin. Carly wanted to leave at like 6 and im like ok wtf so i hung with Matt and then met up with Katrina later. So at this point i was amd at carly cuz she ditched me kinda and didnt leave me any chocie but to ask matt for a ride home plus give katrina one too. I Felt really bad and all . I mean you dont leave early when youre friends jus got there and i did tell her katrina was coming around 6 anyway. All in all it was a shitty thing to do but were ok now. We all walked around a bit til Matt and Erin left round 830 ish and we didnt want to leave yet so we stayed and walked the midway. i didnt no how many choices there were for cell phone covers that fit my phone. I ended up picking Out this blue one with hearts. We watched fireworks at 1030ish and left round 11. Im thinking it worked out kinda better this way, cuz i had way more fun with after everyone left. Yeah and on the way out at the main gate the buses were coming around and almost killed a bunch of people. Damn buses need to watch the fuck out for pedestrians.. kk well thats all .. if anyone wants to go to the fair on the 1st let me no i was gonna go before work then come back round 830ish.
~im outz~ |
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| Will the reall slim shady please stand up |
[Aug. 24th, 2006|12:37 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
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| | EMINEM | ] |
Yeah im listening to old school Eminem.. figures when youre bored as fuck. I have no idea what i want to say here, but yeah this week went by pretty slow, i mean when youre surroudned by 50 million pounds of dust who knows what is going on in the outside world. Fuck yeah i cleaned my basement. its not quite done yet but getting close. it better be... garage sale is next weekend.
Other than that. i dyed my hair.. by myself.. and it looks good but kinda not. I guess people have to judge for themselves. haha. im considering getting it fixed at the hairstylists.. So Tuesday went to Laurens chizziled watched Lizzie Mcguire .. hahah and the breakup with shannen dorehty(sp).. Today im hiting up the fair with Carly and Katrina Bear.. so meet up with us if u want..
I dunno not much else going on.. just cleaning and shitz.
The other day i was thinking about how school is starting soon. I ve realized i dont really want to go. I mean summer just got good, and now I have to go back to school. Well I guess im kinda excited in some ways. Getting to chill will all my friends i didnt get to see over the summer and such..
Well that was random.. it seems i do not have the ability to write a good journal entry anymore. this really sux.. I guess i have nothing worthy of writing in here. that I want people to read.
When i think of something ill b back
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